WHAT!!?

- WHAT!!? - I shouted quickly turning my back to them

I was just angry but I could foresee that my soul was about to be shattered. Or maybe it was already but it didn't matter cause right now I only wanted to sink my fangs into the someone's flesh. Even my own. NO. Actually I wanted to shred MYSELF to pieces.
For leaving
for having left her alone
for everything.

I don't know how much I had been out hunting.
Again time did loose its consistence. How much? 1 second or 1 year. I did not know not more. My head was spinning. Rage was raising.
FUCK.
After that starry night I was sent, actually I went by my own, hunting. We did lack food right? Or was me who needed to stay alone? Maybe both and I feel even more guilty now.

Taken. 
She was taken by humans.
After having heard all that stuff about Madison and Rex I was feeling sick already but it wasn't enough... They had to tellme Lisha had been taken too right?
Did they have to tell me?
I didn't want to know.
I didn't want it  to happen in the first place
I didn't 
cause I was not there for them
for her

I was shivering and growling...perhaps drooling too.
Who cares now.
I just want to shred everything to pieces. 
They stand silently and watch me go nuts
they probably expected such a reaction
We are in the shit
with Lisha gone we are vulnerable
Madison and rex too
We dodn't need me to freak out right?
no, in fact Sialuk. 
I am not freaking out.
Not anymore
I only feel cold, pure anger.
Now I am deadly.
And I am going to do everything that must be done in order to take back what I want.
Cause I'll fight for it until the very end.


I manage to think and speak again.
- Kyoto - I say coldy staring at her - I will do anything.


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So so so Sialuk is back! ( He was out hunting and since he enjoys wandering around and being by himself he quite stayed too long...) And he actually missed a lot of stuff xD so when he is told the news let's say he's not very pleased. He's in anger/killer mode now so better watch out! 


Also it is time to rank him up xD but I am still undecided if I want him to be a messenger, healer or fighter... What do you say?